All I want, is not to need you now.
You don't IM me ever.
You rarely call.
You are unsure of the last time we conversed on the phone.
You make me feel unwanted & ignored.
I don't think you're interested anymore.
I'm not calling or IMing you anymore.
If you want to talk, you make the move.
I'm sick of feeling like shit because the guy I am dating doesn't make any efforts.
I shouldn't feel like shit all the time.
I have enough to deal with.
Maybe I should be taking my medicine.
But I shouldn't rely on medicine to balance my moods.
I shouldn't be listening to Dashboard right now, that's for sure.
Are you really that fucking stupid?
Apparently.
This probably seems rather sudden, but these are the things I have been feeling since September.
I just don't show how upset I really am because I hate arguments.
But I realize now, that I can't do that. I am far too emotional to do that all the time.
I'm soooooooooo so so so so sick of feeling like this.
I want to be with someone who at least makes it look like he wants to be with me.
And...you're idle.
Great.
I'm supposed to be doing homework. But I can't concentrate.
I feel sick.
I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight.
I'm too stressed. And I have too much work to do, even though I have been putting it off for maybe 2 hours.
It could be more at this point. I have no idea.
Ugh.
!@#$%^&*?
Sorry. I'm done.
You rarely call.
You are unsure of the last time we conversed on the phone.
You make me feel unwanted & ignored.
I don't think you're interested anymore.
I'm not calling or IMing you anymore.
If you want to talk, you make the move.
I'm sick of feeling like shit because the guy I am dating doesn't make any efforts.
I shouldn't feel like shit all the time.
I have enough to deal with.
Maybe I should be taking my medicine.
But I shouldn't rely on medicine to balance my moods.
I shouldn't be listening to Dashboard right now, that's for sure.
Are you really that fucking stupid?
Apparently.
This probably seems rather sudden, but these are the things I have been feeling since September.
I just don't show how upset I really am because I hate arguments.
But I realize now, that I can't do that. I am far too emotional to do that all the time.
I'm soooooooooo so so so so sick of feeling like this.
I want to be with someone who at least makes it look like he wants to be with me.
And...you're idle.
Great.
I'm supposed to be doing homework. But I can't concentrate.
I feel sick.
I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight.
I'm too stressed. And I have too much work to do, even though I have been putting it off for maybe 2 hours.
It could be more at this point. I have no idea.
Ugh.
!@#$%^&*?
Sorry. I'm done.