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my life is out of control.
i just read a few entries back, and i jump from one rock to another.
jesse.
jon.
colin.
in only a little over a year.
jon was after colin, but he was mean.
so i moved to allston, with alyssa, and started a new life.
i'm happy.
i'm actally really fucking happy.
this is the first time in oh, i'd say forever, that i've been able to listen to music that makes me remember my past lives, and i don't feel sad.
i'm doing the right thing, and making good decisions.
i have a sweet job, and a sweet man.
and he loves me. and just asked to marry me. haha.
he makes me happy.
we wont really get married....it's only been a couple of weeks.
but he did save my life.
i have to get ready for bed.
so i can dream lovely things.
and wake up at 6 for work. ew.
but i don't care, cause i'm happppppppy!
i just read a few entries back, and i jump from one rock to another.
jesse.
jon.
colin.
in only a little over a year.
jon was after colin, but he was mean.
so i moved to allston, with alyssa, and started a new life.
i'm happy.
i'm actally really fucking happy.
this is the first time in oh, i'd say forever, that i've been able to listen to music that makes me remember my past lives, and i don't feel sad.
i'm doing the right thing, and making good decisions.
i have a sweet job, and a sweet man.
and he loves me. and just asked to marry me. haha.
he makes me happy.
we wont really get married....it's only been a couple of weeks.
but he did save my life.
i have to get ready for bed.
so i can dream lovely things.
and wake up at 6 for work. ew.
but i don't care, cause i'm happppppppy!