can you even hear me?
Remember how I said I shouldn't bottle anything up, as it only leads to bad things? -- And then how I sunk back and smoothly sipped my hypocrisy as I bottled up that thing for over 3 years? Maybe you don't. Maybe you do Matthew, dearest Matthew. Man I treat you like shit sometimes. Why is it that I can only tell you things? That I can only confide
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You know, to hold nothing back is to cover up. Everyone out there has that person inside of them that they hate. They hate becuase its the one thing that i believe makes a person vulnerable.
I have, for most people at my school; this character of who i am suppose to be, and i wonder, would they like me if they knew the real me? However i take a step back, and think how can encapsulate whats the real you and whats not? Where do you draw the lines? Or break them?
You can't, i realized no matter how i act around different people its all part of me. How boring would it be, if you were the same person around everybody? Its all you. Everything little thing you do, is you. Even by tricking or hiding, its still something you do. There is no way around it.
I think you have such good head on your shoulders kid. I have talked to you late into the night, and you know what, im pretty good at analyzing people, and you amaze and baffle me.
Just becuase people dont the at home by herself girl, doesnt mean they dont know you at all. If anything they may know you better than you think, especially if they are around you all the time. There are little things you do sub-conciously, and only others can pick up on it.
-GMH III
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