the new real world made me cry...and then i got emo cause i havent been in a while.
i miss that one month of freshman year when everything was so new and exciting. and you met so many new people who at the time were really cool. and everyone got along and for a second no one was creating drama for no reason or talking shit. and then everyone got too comfortable and turned into drama loving assholes who just wanted to impress everyone and look cool. i wanna go back to those days. i love some of the people ive met who have been there for me and just been good friends since then. people ive met freshman year and people i just met this past year but i love them already. i hope those people dont turn out to be lame too. i miss the old "crew". you meet some people or get to know some people and realize the friends youve had since day one are the ones who really matter. overall they were way cooler than almost everyone youve befriended since then. you have your ups and downs but in the end you wont find another group of people you can just laugh and be crazy with the same way as you used to with them.
i miss....
walks home where i cant breathe cause im laughing so much. eating the wierdest things when we get to my house and taking the dumbest pictures with sarah and nakita until her mom called and wondered why her "practice" (for god knows what we told her that day) was taking so long.
guat packing tinas dads car and going to the mall blasting Nas on the stereo on her birthday.
birthdays...all of them.
nakitas insane portuguese family being always entertaining.
tinas multicultural family and her dad sounding just like mine cursing in spanish.
the wall...
being losers at the mall, not that i wanna go back. i doooont wanna do that again.
walks around the park.
old shows that werent as lame as we were at the time.
mr. rosas class with sarah and keith and zak...my god.
keyboarding class...neeeeeeeevvvvveeeeerrrr ending laughter. "nakita, that shirt is for the beach!" mannion, "the man", commakay! haha the list could go on fooreever.
working with children.
freshman gym.
freshman lunch.
all the random hanging out and being insanely loud crazy and wierd.
halloweens.
xmas'
that one summer me and tanya hung out practically every other day and ate ramen noodles galore.
mostly....alisia, tina, nakita, sarah, tanya and i ALL being good friends.