Wow only cats......how sad
Ok so just wanted to say a quick little something to all of you who have someone to come home to.
CHERISH IT... no matter how much you want your space sometimes (and here's why)
Tonight I went from such a high feeling to a good little low....
Tonight (during my play) I think I gave one of the best performances I have given in awhile! yeaaa!! i am glad that i gave it at a time when i had someone there. which is the high I am talking about. But reality soon set in as i stepped out the car and opened my garage door and walked into an empty house.(well minus the cats who always greet me wonderfully) I went from this elated happiness to having a shower and crawling in bed (posting this) and then I can only assume trying to fall asleep in a bed that has never felt emptier! Ok enough self pity party for me So i will say sorry now for all the down and low posts I have been making lately I am just not in a good place....but then againit is those dark months where alot of us are just looking for a warm place to ride out the cold right I promise i will pick myself up soon and my posts will be a little less (cant think of a good word here so let me say) icky YES THAT IS IT ICKY ICKY ICKY lol anyone got any good cleaner to get rid of the ICK lol
ok so on that note I am off to the void that is my empty empty bed
nite nite
and cuddle close with someone if you have them there
CHERISH IT... no matter how much you want your space sometimes (and here's why)
Tonight I went from such a high feeling to a good little low....
Tonight (during my play) I think I gave one of the best performances I have given in awhile! yeaaa!! i am glad that i gave it at a time when i had someone there. which is the high I am talking about. But reality soon set in as i stepped out the car and opened my garage door and walked into an empty house.(well minus the cats who always greet me wonderfully) I went from this elated happiness to having a shower and crawling in bed (posting this) and then I can only assume trying to fall asleep in a bed that has never felt emptier! Ok enough self pity party for me So i will say sorry now for all the down and low posts I have been making lately I am just not in a good place....but then againit is those dark months where alot of us are just looking for a warm place to ride out the cold right I promise i will pick myself up soon and my posts will be a little less (cant think of a good word here so let me say) icky YES THAT IS IT ICKY ICKY ICKY lol anyone got any good cleaner to get rid of the ICK lol
ok so on that note I am off to the void that is my empty empty bed
nite nite
and cuddle close with someone if you have them there