I *really* need to write an essay right now...

Dec 08, 2010 03:07

 So, I have this essay due, well, today technically. Actually, it's due in seven hours. I should be using those hours to sleep. But I'm not. Because I am the world's greatest procrastinator. I wasted the whole day on Tvtropes (it's true, it will ruin your life) and reading fanfic. Ugh. Now I have to write a 1,250 word essay. Hopefully, I should be able to use a previous essay to help, so it won't all be from scratch, but still. And isn't it so annoying that you can just crank out as many words as you want if you're actually interested in the subject. Not that "The Tell-Tale Heart" by Poe isn't interesting, but I'm not interested right now. Also, I'd rather just analyze it myself, but I already did that part and now I have to do the version of the paper responding to critics and articles about it. Ugh again. And besides, I'm still obsessing over Tangled, plus I just wanna sleep. You have no idea how much I'm tempted to just not do it. Except I can't, because it's a big part of my grade, and I already failed a test in this class, don't participate etc. Really I'm just procrastinating more by doing this, but hopefully it'll motivate me? I dunno, maybe it'll help me let off some steam. Actually, here we go:

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHLIFBSDPIAFUNPAOFNUCUCN:ASOICMDS:OIA
VNSB:AOBDUASPV: D:!!!!!!!11!!!1!1n480 yef

That would be so much more satisfying if I could do it in real life, except there are people still hanging around in the lobby even though it's 3 am. Maybe if I take a quick nap...

But no, I can't. The sooner I do it, the sooner I'm done. AGH! GACK! PHOOEY!

Please just make it disappear. Can someone do it for me?

Remind me later to type up that BatB analysis thingy, random internet buddy.

ETA: I've discovered that it's not just that I don't feel like taking the time to write a paper that I know I can do, I just need to sit down and do it, it's that I literally don't know how to write this paper or what to do. And now I'm freaking out and I have this huge knot in my stomach and I haven't felt this bad since my AP English term paper. O Lord please help me.

argh, schoolwork: make it end, personal

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