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my fucking mind changes too often and i hate it. i really don't want to hurt people, but most of the time i'm not pleased not because people do something wrong, but because i already changed my mind and i don't want/need/like what they did anymore. so annoying, right? it's not my fault. seriously :( my brain acts weird. where on the earth can i get appreciation? not for me. but to give other people. so far i can't. no matter what they do to me.