today
well today was pretty good thus far. Got to chill with my buddy kim, who which i have not hung out with for a while and it was very chill. had a good time talking about all the stuff that has gone on since last we have seen eachother. Then i gotm home and gave that guy jerry a call. yeah that ruined the rest of my night. It just felt like he didn't care that i called him or to talk to me at all. Like usually he is all giggling on the fone and what not and this time he just didn't seem ....like that. I don't know. i mean i know i am looking too hard but ijust want a relationship. i am tired of these casual hook ups, i want something real. Something that has meaning to it. and lately with jerry i thought it was happening, because we would hangout and like hold hands and little things like that. But i don't know what to really think now. I am so tired of assholes who just want to hook up, lead the girl on then just get them out of their site. I want a teddy bear. Sometimes i think that people think i am not the girlfriend type, but is there a type? i dunno i hate it.
I have been doing a lot of jogging lately, so that makes me feel a little better. I go to Log College track everyday with a friend of mine and we do some walking and jogging. Just to know i am getting a little bit of excercise in everyday helps. ok well im gonna go.
I have been doing a lot of jogging lately, so that makes me feel a little better. I go to Log College track everyday with a friend of mine and we do some walking and jogging. Just to know i am getting a little bit of excercise in everyday helps. ok well im gonna go.