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I have the greatest friends and I know they'll love me %100 not %75 guys are just there to hang out with but my real friends I can call them on a shitty day and they'll help me through it. I've also got Lacy, she's pretty awesome too she drives me nuts some days but with out her I'd be a total mess. It did suck the way Justin did it but it made me one hell of a stronger then I ever was. Some days it might get me mad, but my friends will cheer me up. Justin, Bryan them two have made my life harder but I like a challenge, but if I ever see them again I'll probably say "hi" then go away from them or I need to find a different camp that would be better maybe I'll find some one there, I don't want to ever find out again that the guy didn't love me as much as I did them they'll get an ass kicking.
I can't wait to get the baclofen pump, I am so sick of the pain, the spasms they sometimes keep me up at night and I try to sleep but I can't and it sucks but the baclofen pump will give me medication right into my spinal cord instead of going all over the place.
My right leg is pissing me off becuase it keeps spasming and my ankle is killing me but I don't want to take the stronger pain medication because it makes me so tired and I hate it, I think I am going to take it before I get very mad at it..
Twicthit
I can't wait to get the baclofen pump, I am so sick of the pain, the spasms they sometimes keep me up at night and I try to sleep but I can't and it sucks but the baclofen pump will give me medication right into my spinal cord instead of going all over the place.
My right leg is pissing me off becuase it keeps spasming and my ankle is killing me but I don't want to take the stronger pain medication because it makes me so tired and I hate it, I think I am going to take it before I get very mad at it..
Twicthit