DEEP THOUGHT

[finniganswake]

Well I was thinking (i know its crazy you say) well it was more deep stuff, well you see I'm more of a person thats not touchy feely and Im not open with my emotions or feelings and sometimes people tend to take that the wrong way, and thats what ive been thinking about, they should think that, take it the wrong way i mean but i come from a family with a divorce and a lot of non communication, see I was really like a little boy when i grew up because half the time i lived with boys, and they dont share feelings, dont cry and in world from first hand experiences they take that the wrong way. I come to realize after recent insodences that i guess it really hurts other people that they feel you can not be open with them. I dont really know where to take this, but i just want people to know that it is just part of who i am, but i try all of the time to be more open, so i just want to appologize to people, well i have to go write back please thanks, ill write later when i have had many, and a plety of hours of rest and you better belive thought into this.

p.s. i have a nice Thai dinner with just my dad tonight, deep conversation, it was really nice
p.p.s. happy st. pattys day tomorrow!

Dana Grace