it might be time..........
...........to stop being a stupid girl.
or should i say stupid best friend.
pigtail bandits unite?
p.s. why do i keep doing stupid shit like this? i don't understand my train of thought. i love this girl like i love my brother (she's cuter and not as hairy) i love spending time with her, even when she's bitching at me for doing something stupid, but at the first sign that she might be mad at me, i go into defensive mode and stop talking to her. then, for the first week or 2, i don't talk to her because my pride is hurt......there, i admitted it out loud.......but after that, i just think that maybe she doesn't want to talk to me, and so i don't call her because she hasn't called me. then i get mutual friends telling me she misses me, i tell them that i miss her, and i don't even have the balls to call her.
WTF MATE????????
then, everytime i hear a PATD, FOB, or MCR song, all i can do is think about her. when i see pete, and all his hottness, i think of her. when i do something retarded. when i breathe i think of her.
but i don't have the balls to call her.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??????????????
i guess what i'm trying to type is I MISS YOU DEZZ.
because, for some reason, i can't call you.
or should i say stupid best friend.
pigtail bandits unite?
p.s. why do i keep doing stupid shit like this? i don't understand my train of thought. i love this girl like i love my brother (she's cuter and not as hairy) i love spending time with her, even when she's bitching at me for doing something stupid, but at the first sign that she might be mad at me, i go into defensive mode and stop talking to her. then, for the first week or 2, i don't talk to her because my pride is hurt......there, i admitted it out loud.......but after that, i just think that maybe she doesn't want to talk to me, and so i don't call her because she hasn't called me. then i get mutual friends telling me she misses me, i tell them that i miss her, and i don't even have the balls to call her.
WTF MATE????????
then, everytime i hear a PATD, FOB, or MCR song, all i can do is think about her. when i see pete, and all his hottness, i think of her. when i do something retarded. when i breathe i think of her.
but i don't have the balls to call her.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??????????????
i guess what i'm trying to type is I MISS YOU DEZZ.
because, for some reason, i can't call you.