bring that beat back to me'

[finkyx]

"It's less about what you are doing today than about your ability to make your long-term dreams come true. Instead of forcing an issue, try to think about how you need to change as part of your drive toward success. Then, set yourself on that path with the confidence it will take to get you where you want to go."

for once my horoscope rings true.  it is less abut what i'm doing, or not doing, today - and it has everything to do with my future.  my dreams.  but what are my dreams?  what are my goals?  what do i want out of this fuckin' life?  happiness.  plain and simple.  first time i kissed you , i lost my leg.  just bring that beat back to me again.  ..  & that's what i want.  .. bring that beat back to me again .. i've never been a typical one to see a life goal in front of me.  .. i feel as if i'm ever changin', my wants and needs included.  what i wanted 5 years ago has nothing to do with where i am now.  the winds of change are shiftin' again.  i can feel it in the earth .. i can smell it in the air.

"i have a fever.  so.  don't judge me.
oh my god.  just wait and see. 
what will soon become of me."

i don't know why ...  i really don't.
i'm dizzy from all this spinnin'