oops
looks like i fucked up yet again .. i didn't send paperwork in to the school, so they dropped my classes for this semester.
thinking :
i need my life cleaned up before i start something else. only makes sense right? .. and what's wrong with my life? - nothing. but money. i want myself more stable than i am right now. my job is my top priority. i don't have the brain power to concentrate on these two demons right now.
am i making excuses again? - you're damn right i am.
but it doesn't matter, they won't accept me this semester.
:: shrugs ::
i'm absolutely fed up with myself. this is MY life. and it's ending one minute at a time. if i woke up in a different place in a different time, i'd still be the same person. there's no escaping it.
i have 1 cigeratte left, and god damn it - i'm not buying another pack. i will start here, and continue on to the next obstacle. - have some faith in me assholes, i can do something that i say i will. it's just a matter of when.
i guess i should return my library books to the school. they're only 2 months late.
.. some things have got to change. absolutely have to.
how much longer am i going to say this ..
thinking :
i need my life cleaned up before i start something else. only makes sense right? .. and what's wrong with my life? - nothing. but money. i want myself more stable than i am right now. my job is my top priority. i don't have the brain power to concentrate on these two demons right now.
am i making excuses again? - you're damn right i am.
but it doesn't matter, they won't accept me this semester.
:: shrugs ::
i'm absolutely fed up with myself. this is MY life. and it's ending one minute at a time. if i woke up in a different place in a different time, i'd still be the same person. there's no escaping it.
i have 1 cigeratte left, and god damn it - i'm not buying another pack. i will start here, and continue on to the next obstacle. - have some faith in me assholes, i can do something that i say i will. it's just a matter of when.
i guess i should return my library books to the school. they're only 2 months late.
.. some things have got to change. absolutely have to.
how much longer am i going to say this ..