Nov 25, 2012 14:23
I Like Sparkles...And Tre's Penis Is Really Small
When I woke up there was the weight of an arm over me, and last night's events flooded back into my mind. A smile crept onto my mouth and I opened my eyes a bit, looking at Tre, whose eyes were also open, a smirk playing at his mouth.
"Morning." he said simply, brushing hair from my face. My smile grew and I nodded, most likely blushing at the memory of him being naked. "How did you sleep?" he asked me, still smiling.
"Fine.." I said quietly, a stupid smile on my face. He chuckled and kissed my cheek.
"You're great." he whispered, his face close to mine.
"Thankyou.." I looked down, not able to wipe that stupid smile from my face. He nodded, tracing the line of my jaw with his index finger and breathing slowly.
"I...uhm. I really had fun last night. With you I mean.." he said quietly, nibbling at his lower lip. "Like...a lot of fun." he finished, nibbling his thumbnail now.
Tre Cool liked me. Tre Cool had fucked me. Tre Cool wanted me...Tre Cool had me. I leaned in to kiss him nervously. He smiled nervously, kissing me back.
"I want you to stay here..." He said quietly, breaking the kiss and resting his forehead on mine. What did he mean? He sortof yknow...fucking kidnapped me. I had no other option other than staying here. I didn't know if I would even...wanna go back. "But...I don't want you to feel like you have to stay.." he muttered. "I want it to be something that you want..And I'll do whatever it takes to make you well..happy." He finished, staring up at the ceiling.
"Tre..?" I asked hesitantly, searching for words.
"Mm?" He offered, still staring up at the ceiling, flat on his back, eyes cloudy. What was he thinking?
"You uhm..Want me to stay? You're..sure?" I inquired, still shocked. He smiled a little, and nodded. "I mean..Well yknow..Okay..." I thought outloud, staring off at something that I wasn't even trying to focus on.
"The past few weeks have been the first time i've been happy in a while..Just seeing you...You really are perfect." He nibbled his thumbnail again, smiling up at the ceiling. "I don't want that feeling to go away..I don't want to be alone all over again." He had stopped smiling now, and his eyes were glossy with unshed tears. "Everybody leaves, and I know it's probably me..I...I dunno." He sighed and closed his eyes, fighting back his tears most likely. "If its not me then what is it? Theres nothing else it could be...All I want is to be happy. And I mean...It seems like that's too much to hope for most of the time." A tear slid through his closed eye and I couldn't help but tear up myself.
"Tre I'll stay I just...Miss my friends and...Well I mean.." I couldn't bear the sight of him crying. It was tearing me up inside. His eyes snapped open, he must've heard me getting all choked up. His arms were around me in an instant, his face in my hair, shushing and cooing.
"I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Shh Rocky baby, shh.." He whispered into my hair, my hair becoming damp with his tears. I nodded a bit, still crying, maybe even crying harder now. My hands rested themselves on his still bare back, drinking in the heat. He brought my chin up with his thumb and his wet eyes stared into mine.
"I love you." Tre Cool stated, lips trembling.
Tre Cool told me he loved me.