Mar 08, 2008 09:57
i am totally gay for a girl that i cant be with,
and that kills me.
i havent known her that long but i am completely in love with her.
i know what shes going before she says it because thats shit id say
i feel i can trust her completely, tell her anyhting and she will still /love me no matter how dmb i am
she makes me HAPPY, which is a very fucking hard thign to do.
we are puzzle pieces for eachothers puzzles
(and heres the kicker, we havent even met)
she lives so far away and all i want to do is just be near her :/
i dont know what to do.
i hope i hope she doesnt move so that way i can go visit her and be happy
i dont believe in fate, but im starting to think its just a cruel cruel joke being played on me so i cant be happy (lol, 'nohomo')