Mar 30, 2004 15:29
i'm not feeling like myself today, nor have i for the last week. everyday circumstances, feel alien. i don't fit in my own skin anymore. it almost hurts to move, and my head ache that i've had for a few days now is just getting worse. it's almost as if i'm a completely differnt person then i was a week ago, and it has driven me to the point where i don't even recognize my face in the mirror anymore.
i'm so incredibly scared to even talk to anyone i know right now, and i'm find no rest in just sitting in front of my computer all day, typing about my problems to the world. i just don't know what to do anymore.