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UNTIL THE DAY I DIE...
.i sware to god...the way he makes me feel...i just dont have any words to explain..
.i wanna fucking die...and i just wanna...oh my fuckin lord....im going fucking crazy...
i will never ever be good enough...ever i just dont get it...what do i do wrong...
i hate myself...with a fucking passion...i want to die...i really do and thats sad...far frm sad that just sickens me..
.i cant even look at myself anymore...why do i ALWAYS mess up?...i mess EVERYTHING up...and eventually im going to pay..wether its today..or tommorow...something like that will happen...with out a doubt...
well just so yu know...i love you...and thats all i can give....
so this is my sorry's for every little thing i have done wrong.
...but i guess you lied...about how you felt....and i guess im lying too...i thought i needed you...but i just realized...i DONT...
and im better than this...from the begining i could see this wouldnt work...but i tried...cuz i fell for yah...and when i fell, i fell hard..
...& i want it to work...but you...i just dont know about...one day you do and the next...u dont...so it's really hard...a
nd it really sucks...but life sucks...and we will move on...and we will eventually forget about eachother...and forget this all ever happened.
..so thats what im gonna do...im gonna forget...and put it in the past...cuz its over now...and i dont think yu could ever make it the same again.
..so do me a favor...no need to make up your mind...cuz ur only have one left...and that isnt me.....
.....ILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU
.i sware to god...the way he makes me feel...i just dont have any words to explain..
.i wanna fucking die...and i just wanna...oh my fuckin lord....im going fucking crazy...
i will never ever be good enough...ever i just dont get it...what do i do wrong...
i hate myself...with a fucking passion...i want to die...i really do and thats sad...far frm sad that just sickens me..
.i cant even look at myself anymore...why do i ALWAYS mess up?...i mess EVERYTHING up...and eventually im going to pay..wether its today..or tommorow...something like that will happen...with out a doubt...
well just so yu know...i love you...and thats all i can give....
so this is my sorry's for every little thing i have done wrong.
...but i guess you lied...about how you felt....and i guess im lying too...i thought i needed you...but i just realized...i DONT...
and im better than this...from the begining i could see this wouldnt work...but i tried...cuz i fell for yah...and when i fell, i fell hard..
...& i want it to work...but you...i just dont know about...one day you do and the next...u dont...so it's really hard...a
nd it really sucks...but life sucks...and we will move on...and we will eventually forget about eachother...and forget this all ever happened.
..so thats what im gonna do...im gonna forget...and put it in the past...cuz its over now...and i dont think yu could ever make it the same again.
..so do me a favor...no need to make up your mind...cuz ur only have one left...and that isnt me.....
.....ILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU