Nov 21, 2002 10:39
Its been two years but it feels like a lot longer than that. I have a theory that Joel and I have progressed through the stages of a life long relationship. Normally only old couples talk about each others stool. Yet, me and Joel are already WELL beyond that. So, the next sixty or so years together will be spent like a happy old couple who tries hard to be hip. Its amazing that chance landed such a juicy piece right in my lap! I love Joel to the point where I can no longer be separate from him. We are in a cooperative symbiotic relationship kind of like bowel worms...but not as gross. I just hope that eternity proves to be as big as its supposed to be, otherwise how could it contain the infinite number of moments that I want to experience with Joel? So instead of waxing poetic, I'm just going to say that I love Joel and that it has done me a world of good in rekindling my faith in myself and even humanity. It made me not only appreciate people more, but also appreciate myself. Joel showed me that someone could love me unconditionally, no matter my flaws. This is something that I thought I would never find. Thats whats wonderful about chance. Its like a box of chocolates and I just happened to pick a sweet, sweet chocolate covered sexy blonde out of the box. yay for me.