Standby.
Feeling a bit low today. For one its Les Miserable's 25th Anniversary, theres two concerts being performed at the O2 in London and I can't be at either of them. Its also being screened at over 100 cinemas all over the country and I can't be at any of them. Twitter is filled with people talking about it so I've turned TweetDeck off. I don't want to hear it.
Also one of my housemates has been niggly for a few days now and seeing as I've only been living here a week... silly things like 'are you eating another cake?' and 'we have cheese with everything' and 'you got up at 12:30 actually'. If I wanted to be nagged I'd have skipped uni and lived at home. I don't want to fall out with her. We get on usually but... and I don't want to have a go at her but one more comment about my eating habits and I'm gonna get really pissed. I'm insecure about my body and my eating as it is. I don't need to feel like I'm being watched and judged because I quite like eating!
I quite want to go home in two weeks time, I just want to see Q before closing night. And I want to see my Harry and it would be nice to see Arthur too. But I know if I go home it won't be worth it because my mother quite simply doesn't want me there. She's already mad at me because I'm coming home over Halloween. I'm feeling a bit lost if I'm honest, I don't have a permenant location. Hull is tempory and London is tempory. My own mother gets cross when I mention coming home for the weekend. Its getting to the point where I'm considering getting a travelodge 10 minutes away from my home, well, my parents house, just to see a couple of shows and be in London. Sucks.