Hey Mr. Tambourine man
I’ll do anything I need to. If I feel I need to do it, I’ll do it. I would just like to feel appreciated. I’m not sure about the rest of you but a little appreciation goes a long way for me. Not too much, cause that is annoying. I like to feel like if I got up and left people would say “hey where you off to?” Because odds are if I feel like if could get up and leave and no one would ask, I will get up and I won’t say bye. In the same respect I don’t like people that attach themselves. I’m not going to act like I’ve got some sort of deep interpretation, although I may come off that way. I have noticed that since the start of this hiatus things have been clearer. When I’m driving I know, the whole time, what my destination is. When I am around people I don’t worry about what I smell like. At the same time my grades are lower then they were, and I’m not as cranky as I was, I’m just on a constant level of unhappiness. I’m mostly pissed off at this high type society I live in. The people that live in it and the fakers that are trying to live it. The fakers I am really pissed at because they are faking in order to become a part of a society that is shit ass. I wouldn’t have a problem with the society if it didn’t have a problem with me. But, evangelistic people need church membership so I had better change my ways. I don’t expect life to get any better. Its just that damned refer madness I suppose. My mom is a Chinese guy and my dad is a Jewish woman. ‘Some little chumps go to college, some little chumps stay home, some little chumps eat roast beef, some little chumps eat gum, well this little chumps gunna scream wee wee wee all the way to the bizznac’