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tonight is just so sad and boring. this week has sucked proverbial hind and i'm just forced to wonder if it's even worth trying to stay up tonight and write out what i'm thinking.
monday i started a new job at the gym. i'm basically babysitting for the people who work out, and my first night was hell. i've never wanted to cry so much in a looooong time. a few parents yelled at me for not tending to their kid, but i've got little demons walking around the room hurling toys at each other and mothers and my boss watching through the camera, so i'm flipping out. a girl from the front desk came in to help me out, but i swear i could have died in that tiny room.
monday i started a new job at the gym. i'm basically babysitting for the people who work out, and my first night was hell. i've never wanted to cry so much in a looooong time. a few parents yelled at me for not tending to their kid, but i've got little demons walking around the room hurling toys at each other and mothers and my boss watching through the camera, so i'm flipping out. a girl from the front desk came in to help me out, but i swear i could have died in that tiny room.