Sep 19, 2005 15:23
lyrics of the day:
I
said what you wanted to hear
and what I
wanted to say
so, I
will take it back
are all of the dishes in tact?
let them be
broken
broken
it's easy to be
easy and free
when it doesn't mean anything
you remain
selfless, cold
and composed
god. i havnt written in forever. im an asshole. anyways. a little 'catch up' i guess. me and shane broke up. :(. it was really sad but thought it was for the best. im just no good with boyfriends and with him moving to scotland and stuff. the whole situation was just confusing for me. Before we broke up though i was on nexus and i saw he had these lyrics or something on his page that made me cry. i dont remeber what they were but they just made me feel horrible and really sad. it sucks. i just know that i will never date a guy who's as good to me as shane was. he was jsut amazing. he said that he wanted to stay friends. i hope that he stays true to that cause if he doesnt it will fully break my heart. but we were talking and he said its probably good to break up so we dont get really attached to each other and then he just leaves to scotland. blah. it sucks. i thought the break up was really good though. but i get sad sometimes. but theres nothing i can do. so whatever. relationships are usually just trouble anyways. why would i think this one would be any different.
hmm. i got two new dogs a while ago. they're pugs and so damn cute. they're names are kelso and katie they're three years old. we got them for free two. thats what makes the whole thing crazy. but its nice haveing a dog back in the house. i missed leiko alot.
and works going by great. lol. theres this guy named greg working with me. he's so funny. i have alot of fun when he's working. we just have a lot in common and have teh same sense of humor so we get along really well. viki thinks he has a crush on me but i just shruged it off. i think i only see him as a friend and i dunno. me and shane just broke up. i dont want togo rushing off into a relationship. not my style i suppose. but greg is hilarious. him and ambe went to fort mac for 18 days though :( it made me sad. greg amber brad and viki are my favorites. now i've lost two for a while. they had to go out there cause the staples was running low on employees and needed some extra help. im already excited for them to come back because they make work go by quicker.
Maegan