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Oh gosh. me and shane are talking on nexus. cause my msn isnt working. and he just said he liked me alot. He said he wanted to tell me in person, but told me anyways. im soooo. i dont even know the words to describe it. because i like him so much to. aw. its been a while since iv really liked a boy this much. usually i get little crushes but they dont really go anywhere. gosh. i have such big butterflies right now. i dont even know what to say. were both just talking to each other how we like each other. its really cool. im really excited to see him on wendsday? i hope i see him on wendsday. definitly thursday cause its warped tour. its going to be so much fun. awwwww. im so.... shy and nervous right now. .... and im worried about his ex, rebeca. i met her and really liked her. and she was talking to me. but she kinda stoped after she noticed me and shane talking and stuff, lol. i really hope she still likes me because i dont want to start any lame drama. i thought she was really nice and cute. hmmmm. there is always something to complicate stuff isnt there.
In other news. lets talk about my night, lol. Me kaley and amber were sitting up town bored out of our minds. and we decided to go to saras house because i needed to pick up my elliott smith dvd and rush dvd my drum teacher lent me. Her family from california are up. I was really happy to met them because sara used to tell me about them alot. they were really nice. i really liked her sister in law ester. and her neice and nephew. they were really nice. lol. her nephew first this he says to me is "wow your really short" hahaha. he's 13 and the same height as me. i think a little bit taller. im 18! which means he still has alot of growing to do and im done, lol. I felt so bad at one point of the night. Sara went through some shit about her dad and her brother. i dont really feel its my place to say because its pretty personal. but seeing her cry and hearing stuff ive never heard before i felt so bad for her. i wanted to hug her and comfort her but she was talking to her sister in law and ester was trying to comfort her. i started to cry. i had no idea about the stuff she was saying. it broke my heart. When i left i gave her a big hug and told her i hope everything works out. She said she wanted me to come to the mall and go bowling and stuff. which sounds cool. i really missed her when we stopped being friends. so im glad we've patched things up. i hope we have a stronger friendship then before. i really love her and think she is a amazing person. and even stronger person from what i heard tonight. i just hope everything works out and her and her brother have a big long talk and just.... reconnect.
Maegan
Oh gosh. me and shane are talking on nexus. cause my msn isnt working. and he just said he liked me alot. He said he wanted to tell me in person, but told me anyways. im soooo. i dont even know the words to describe it. because i like him so much to. aw. its been a while since iv really liked a boy this much. usually i get little crushes but they dont really go anywhere. gosh. i have such big butterflies right now. i dont even know what to say. were both just talking to each other how we like each other. its really cool. im really excited to see him on wendsday? i hope i see him on wendsday. definitly thursday cause its warped tour. its going to be so much fun. awwwww. im so.... shy and nervous right now. .... and im worried about his ex, rebeca. i met her and really liked her. and she was talking to me. but she kinda stoped after she noticed me and shane talking and stuff, lol. i really hope she still likes me because i dont want to start any lame drama. i thought she was really nice and cute. hmmmm. there is always something to complicate stuff isnt there.
In other news. lets talk about my night, lol. Me kaley and amber were sitting up town bored out of our minds. and we decided to go to saras house because i needed to pick up my elliott smith dvd and rush dvd my drum teacher lent me. Her family from california are up. I was really happy to met them because sara used to tell me about them alot. they were really nice. i really liked her sister in law ester. and her neice and nephew. they were really nice. lol. her nephew first this he says to me is "wow your really short" hahaha. he's 13 and the same height as me. i think a little bit taller. im 18! which means he still has alot of growing to do and im done, lol. I felt so bad at one point of the night. Sara went through some shit about her dad and her brother. i dont really feel its my place to say because its pretty personal. but seeing her cry and hearing stuff ive never heard before i felt so bad for her. i wanted to hug her and comfort her but she was talking to her sister in law and ester was trying to comfort her. i started to cry. i had no idea about the stuff she was saying. it broke my heart. When i left i gave her a big hug and told her i hope everything works out. She said she wanted me to come to the mall and go bowling and stuff. which sounds cool. i really missed her when we stopped being friends. so im glad we've patched things up. i hope we have a stronger friendship then before. i really love her and think she is a amazing person. and even stronger person from what i heard tonight. i just hope everything works out and her and her brother have a big long talk and just.... reconnect.
Maegan