Hey Tem. Have you ever thought how lucky Joe Strummer was that his hobby was guitar? What if he was a drummer? He'd have to go by Joe Banger and he'd never get any chicks.
....Nah, Mick would have made some crack about Joe being a hard hitter and the chicks would have flocked. Mick's crass that way. [The following wasn't scratched out, just mysteriously smudged]
I dunno, just think of what you could do with both the fluffy tastiness of marshmallows and the Manchurian puppet state created to lure the last emperor of Japan into abandoning the invasion of IndoChina? If that doesn't scream "TAKE ME SERIOUSLY AS A MUSICIAN" I don't know what does.
I think Sasuke may be onto something with Anko the Wild Girl. Y/N?
....Anko, nobody is ever going to take me seriously as a musician, regardless of my name. Might as well call myself 'Cunt' because that's all anyone sees when they look at me on stage.
What the fuck is going on with me? What the fuck do you THINK is going on with me? I just fucking IDed the corpse of one of my best friends and paid someone to burn it. My fucking joke of a band makes sure they print my last name on every fucking poster because it somehow gives them credibility. This punchline school does nothing but bleed wallets and breed stupidity. I bust my fucking ass every hour of every day to get spat on and groped. What's fucking wrong with me is that I keep coming back for more. Did you know that's the definition of insanity? Doing the same fucking thing over and over and expecting different results. What's going on with me is that I can't find a single fucking thing that's worthwhile to me right now. My record collection is just wax. My guitar is just wood. Spike is just a pile of ash. And I'm just a fluke combination of molecules.
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Nobody made you do that alone. You could have asked me or Naruto or,fuck, even Kiba would've gone with you. Maybe you wanted to revel in the pain and misery and existential mourning, the fuck if I know, I don't presume to know what goes on in your head. But don't go acting like this was something that was placed upon you instead of some fucked-up yoke you hauled onto your own shoulders. You did it alone and now you're trying to deal with it alone and you're wondering why people are getting on your case about acting
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Fuck you, I didn't know what the fuck was going on. All I had to go on was Detective Stravinsky asking me to come down for some questions and telling me it was urgent. I didn't fucking think it was about a corpse, I didn't fucking think I'd be the only person willing to claim him, and I didn't fucking think I'd need to bring moral support. Like you would have fucking looked at him anyway, and like Naruto and Kiba could care less about him. Someone who's dear to me's death is not about collecting personal sympathy to me.
I don't give two shits about who I piss off right now, it's my fucking prerogative to be upset. It's a fucking upsetting situation. And yeah, you're right, it fucking blows and feels like I've been disemboweled, utterly hollowed out and am staring at my entrails scattered on the fucking sidewalk, and I'm just going to have to fucking deal with it. I'm trying my best, and I'm not apologizing if that's not good enough.
Do not fucking treat me like a brainless hipster
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Hugs?
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Okay. I trust you know yourself better than I do.
Everyone...they think of you kind of like a mother. I wonder who mothers you.
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Thank you for your concern Hinata, but it is unnecessary.
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If you had to pick a stage name, what would it be?
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How about you?
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I think Sasuke may be onto something with Anko the Wild Girl. Y/N?
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I like it.
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Temari, I love you and I would do anything for you, but you SHUT THE FUCK UP with that BULLSHIT right now.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH YOU?!
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What the fuck is going on with me? What the fuck do you THINK is going on with me? I just fucking IDed the corpse of one of my best friends and paid someone to burn it. My fucking joke of a band makes sure they print my last name on every fucking poster because it somehow gives them credibility. This punchline school does nothing but bleed wallets and breed stupidity. I bust my fucking ass every hour of every day to get spat on and groped. What's fucking wrong with me is that I keep coming back for more. Did you know that's the definition of insanity? Doing the same fucking thing over and over and expecting different results. What's going on with me is that I can't find a single fucking thing that's worthwhile to me right now. My record collection is just wax. My guitar is just wood. Spike is just a pile of ash. And I'm just a fluke combination of molecules.
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Temari, you're real drama queen sometimes, you know that?
Nobody made you do that alone. You could have asked me or Naruto or,fuck, even Kiba would've gone with you. Maybe you wanted to revel in the pain and misery and existential mourning, the fuck if I know, I don't presume to know what goes on in your head. But don't go acting like this was something that was placed upon you instead of some fucked-up yoke you hauled onto your own shoulders. You did it alone and now you're trying to deal with it alone and you're wondering why people are getting on your case about acting ( ... )
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I don't give two shits about who I piss off right now, it's my fucking prerogative to be upset. It's a fucking upsetting situation. And yeah, you're right, it fucking blows and feels like I've been disemboweled, utterly hollowed out and am staring at my entrails scattered on the fucking sidewalk, and I'm just going to have to fucking deal with it. I'm trying my best, and I'm not apologizing if that's not good enough.
Do not fucking treat me like a brainless hipster ( ... )
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