Self-Possesion.

Jan 11, 2008 23:03

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First fuck yous of the year: )

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Private to Tem no_sissy_stuff January 15 2008, 14:16:22 UTC
What the fuck happened.

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Private to Kan finger_walking January 16 2008, 02:53:13 UTC
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Father invited me to his New Year's soirée, and I stupidely went. He spent the whole night throwing me in the path of every industry asshole with wandering eyes, I left after I met the first with wandering hands.

The more I think about it, the more I'm just angry at myself. I should have known he'd set me up for that, he always has. Ridiculously I keep expecting him to start treating me the way he treats you.

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Private to Tem no_sissy_stuff January 19 2008, 03:41:25 UTC
You coulda called me. You coulda---you coulda done somethin'. Yeah, he likes me better, but that's only 'cause I look like him. Do I act like him? have I EVER treated you that way? 'Cause goddammit, if I ever do, kick me in the jewels. I'm fuckin' serious.

Tell me you broke the hand of the guy who touched you.

Just.

Just, next time? Call me. I would've come and picked you up and maybe set fire to somethin'.

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finger_walking January 19 2008, 03:57:17 UTC
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He likes you better because you're male. He thinks you're a worthwhile human being because you're male. Hell, he thinks you're human, because you're male.

There was nothing you could have done, I shouldn't have even gone in the first place. I know better. It was stupid of me to get my hopes up. Again. Ugh. Fuck, I hate that man.

You little brother, while sometimes a dick, still treat people with a basic concept of equality and respect. And don't worry, if ever you even considered slipping up in that, I'd beat the concept out of you so fiercely that you'd wake up a hardcore feminist in favor of a matriarchal society.

I broke his fingers the second they grazed me.

Next time I just won't go. We can go to a movie or something instead.

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[Private to Tem] no_sissy_stuff January 19 2008, 04:06:33 UTC
Our dad's a dick in all the bad ways. We gotta cope an' move on. I'm hopin' to have fifteen kids outta wedlock an' maybe write some seriously fine rock songs---what's your Piss Dad Off Gameplan?

I like girls. Doesn't that make me a feminist already?

Seriously, though, I need to work on things if I'm only "sometimes a dick". I must be slippin' up.

Movie'll be on me. Or, y'know, we could just watch cartoons. There's this new show on, "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles". Like, what the fuck's a ninja, and why is it a mutant turtle? It's awesome when high, lemme tell ya.

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finger_walking January 19 2008, 04:21:28 UTC
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Yeah, he is. I know. Hahaha, my Piss Dad Off Gameplan is go to art school, smoke, be an active campaigner for radical social change, play punk music, make out with women in public and never ever get married or pregnant (especially not with anyone he could ever bring himself to tolerate). Oh, and you know, exist. That goes a long way for pissing him off. Oh hey, we should jam. We haven't played together in an age.

It makes you a post-pubescent, heterosexual male.

Hahaha, I think I'm the only one you slip up with, and I keep your secret under lock and key.

I'd be into some stoned out cartoons. I insist on brownies though, I like vegging on the couch more with a heavy, full-body stone.

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