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[finger_toesaway]

Sometimes you say things. You don't think, you just act. Why does it happen that way? I don't know. The fact is you can't take back what you said, you can beg forgiveness for your mistakes or even turn away from the problem, but nothing will fix rough patches better than a talk, preferably with hot chocolate(I'm just craving some lawlz). I don't regret my actions, but I do regret my words. But that is just what they are, words. I could say a whole bunch of words right now and not mean them, "I hate my mother" no I don't! But at that moment those words may seem like the right choice, acting on irrational feelings and lack of control let those words escape. I have a big mouth. I know this, I say what is on my mind, when it is on my mind and I ask questions later. Juvenile? Yes. Hurtful? Yes. Forgivable...I think so. You have every right not to. If I didn't care I wouldn't be writing this. I guess the point is to let everyone and you in particular that I am a jackass, I make mistakes, I can't take back what I do, but I will take the time to put the pieces back together. I leave you with some lyrics that have nothing to do with what I just wrote.

If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me

what would you do

If I told you you were beautiful
Would you page me on the regular

tell me would you

Well baby I've been around the world
But I aint seen myself another girl

like you

This ring here represents my heart
But there is just one thing I need from you

saying I do

Because, I can see us holding hands
walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

My love
My love

-JT

Colby