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today was probably the hardest day of work ive ever had. i was pulling weeds by hand in the blistering sun for six hours with my friend jake. work like that is difinently not my thing but it was nice in a weird way. it felt nice to sweat and work so hard you cant think. and then when you finally finish up you think a whole lot on the ride home.
i thought about how i'm so lucky to have the life that i have, regardless of the emotional ups and downs, i've never been more happy about where my life is. i cant wait to be traveling again. but at the same time i am scared of what will change when i'm gone. will my brothers stay out of trouble? will my friends grow up? will she get tired of waiting?
only time can tell. and i am having the time of my life right now. i keep my eyes fixed on the things i know will never change and fly away...
ps i miss you alan and kt
i thought about how i'm so lucky to have the life that i have, regardless of the emotional ups and downs, i've never been more happy about where my life is. i cant wait to be traveling again. but at the same time i am scared of what will change when i'm gone. will my brothers stay out of trouble? will my friends grow up? will she get tired of waiting?
only time can tell. and i am having the time of my life right now. i keep my eyes fixed on the things i know will never change and fly away...
ps i miss you alan and kt