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i am hardly ever online anymore because bry and i lost our free internet because all of our neighbors put passwords on their wireless. so whenever i can make it to the library to wait in line for a computer which i get kicked off of after an hour, then i can check my e-mail, lj, fb, etc. but yesterday and today i was able to borrow my friend cara's laptop and sit in the powells cafe, drinking iced americanos and working on road trip plans. which is going to be fucking amazing. it will be lorenzo, me, sarah, and angela if everything goes as planned and we will be hitting the four courners, chilling in mexico, going to graceland and driving a hell of a lot. it should be fun, sweaty and adventerous.
it is also crazy to think that I plan on leaving the 10th of aug. and that is less than a month away. and then i may not be back in oregon for another 2 years. shit that is scary. i have been having trouble realizing that my future plans are becoming more foggy than ever. i want to end up on the west coast, but so many people that i love and the connections that i am making are on the east. whatever, at least i do not have to make that decision for another three years. also, i am missing my family waaaaay more than i had ever expected. they plan on moving back to the west, but who knows if they actually will considering their track record. but fuck dc, it sucks. no matter how many free museums it has.
mmmmk, i am going to find a park to lay in and read, as today is my day off.
it is also crazy to think that I plan on leaving the 10th of aug. and that is less than a month away. and then i may not be back in oregon for another 2 years. shit that is scary. i have been having trouble realizing that my future plans are becoming more foggy than ever. i want to end up on the west coast, but so many people that i love and the connections that i am making are on the east. whatever, at least i do not have to make that decision for another three years. also, i am missing my family waaaaay more than i had ever expected. they plan on moving back to the west, but who knows if they actually will considering their track record. but fuck dc, it sucks. no matter how many free museums it has.
mmmmk, i am going to find a park to lay in and read, as today is my day off.