May 02, 2007 23:25
i had a wonderful, wonderful birthday extravaganza
on my birthday i got to go out to coffee for 2 1/2 hours with one of my favorite photo teachers
then i went out to dinner with like 20 of my closest friends
then we had a cocktail party at my house, then around 12 aaron's band played and it was great fun and nattie came out and everybody danced
and then i woke up at 10 am and began drinking momosas and saw spoon and smoked a happy birthday doobie with amanda in the mud, cause i hadn't really smoked in foreeeeeeever and everything was great
but.....now i hate college
i have marvelous friends who i have to say goodbye to for at least four months, some for a year, some for a year and a half, some forever.
AND IT FUCKING HURTS
i say that life is good because i just like hearing people's stories, learning from them, and then moving on to meet more
and i am so so so happy to see all my lovelies in oregon
but fuck
i have been living with some of these people for a year
how can i just pack up and say goodbye?
p.s.
i am now a college junior
eep