Lists, lists and oh..more lists
Ree and I have been busy this week constantly writing lists and things we need to achieve, whether this week or in 10 years time.
The biggest list we have is the life list, which is everything from getting a horse, portrait painted, sleep under stars, vegetable patch, travel and so on......will I ever achieve this? I hope so :)
The main things which are on my mind right now, which wont go away is ;
* University - do I pass into second year or not? do I really want to go back?
* Pro's and Con's about staying in Cornwall or not.
* Deposit from Bournemouth house - Estate agents are trying to charge us an extra £250..on top of over £2000, rediculous.
* Money - I always have this on my brain, BUT I have managed to change my way of thinking..instead of spend, save!
They are the main things right now, and I wish it would all get sorted today...I wish someone could say 'Tammy you do/don't get through to second year, there are more pro's about staying in Cornwall (which I know there are), Tammy...here is all you deposit back, its all fine, Tammy..well done at managing to save a little, here is £5000.'
But I doubt this will happen, im never really that lucky.
Pros about staying in Cornwall ;
* Could start saving up money for my flat
* Save money from not going back to University
* I could finish some sort of degree - open university
* Buy my horse
Cons about staying in Cornwall ;
* Won't have an Fda (waste of 2 years, 2 different Uni's?)
* Disappointing family
* May regret my choice
Pro's about going back to University ;
* Would end up with an Fda
* Extra loan moneys - but still spending more money due to tuition etc
Con's about going back to University ;
* More debt
* Might carry on getting bad grades due to lack of enthusiasm
* Lose my happiness?
* More worrying
There are more factors for the 'Stay in Cornwall' side of things...I cannot make choices at all, I am terrible!
What ever I decide to do, I hope it is the right choice and no one gets affected by it, and I don't regret my decision.
" You can never disappoint your family, you got good A levels, you got into University...as long as your happy, at the end of the day its your life and your choice" - Jackie's mother yesterday.
The biggest list we have is the life list, which is everything from getting a horse, portrait painted, sleep under stars, vegetable patch, travel and so on......will I ever achieve this? I hope so :)
The main things which are on my mind right now, which wont go away is ;
* University - do I pass into second year or not? do I really want to go back?
* Pro's and Con's about staying in Cornwall or not.
* Deposit from Bournemouth house - Estate agents are trying to charge us an extra £250..on top of over £2000, rediculous.
* Money - I always have this on my brain, BUT I have managed to change my way of thinking..instead of spend, save!
They are the main things right now, and I wish it would all get sorted today...I wish someone could say 'Tammy you do/don't get through to second year, there are more pro's about staying in Cornwall (which I know there are), Tammy...here is all you deposit back, its all fine, Tammy..well done at managing to save a little, here is £5000.'
But I doubt this will happen, im never really that lucky.
Pros about staying in Cornwall ;
* Could start saving up money for my flat
* Save money from not going back to University
* I could finish some sort of degree - open university
* Buy my horse
Cons about staying in Cornwall ;
* Won't have an Fda (waste of 2 years, 2 different Uni's?)
* Disappointing family
* May regret my choice
Pro's about going back to University ;
* Would end up with an Fda
* Extra loan moneys - but still spending more money due to tuition etc
Con's about going back to University ;
* More debt
* Might carry on getting bad grades due to lack of enthusiasm
* Lose my happiness?
* More worrying
There are more factors for the 'Stay in Cornwall' side of things...I cannot make choices at all, I am terrible!
What ever I decide to do, I hope it is the right choice and no one gets affected by it, and I don't regret my decision.
" You can never disappoint your family, you got good A levels, you got into University...as long as your happy, at the end of the day its your life and your choice" - Jackie's mother yesterday.