Oh my
I hallucinated earlier this evening.
Uhm.
Im fairly certain thats not normal. Unless you're, ya know, high. And I wasn't. I was completely normal but as I was driving home, I would swear on my life I saw an abnormally tall, but not cartoonishly tall, black penguin. On the shoulder. It was a split second thing. But it was still slightlly alarming. (don't you dare mock me. It freaked me out)
Speaking of things strange an alarming. I had a most upsetting dream. I hessitate to call it nightmare, because there were no sharks or snakes or demons. But I woke myself up because I was like, screaming. Ive definitley never woken up like that. I don't remember the dream itself very vividly. But, I was like 12 or 13, and I was trying to communicate something to my mom. And i was crying and pleading for her to listen to what I had to say. Literally, pleading, pathetically. and She was staring at the television screen, eyes glazed and hands on her hips. Didn't even blink. But, I couldnt scream. I wanted to. But my body wasn't letting me. Its like I would try to yell out and it would get stuck in my throat. I guess I was trying to scream in my sleep, but I actually did?
I won't get all freudian and pick that dream apart. Its pretty literal. Darn, I thought my subconscious would be more metaphorical.