Dreams don't come true. *pout*

Apr 08, 2003 22:52


Well, usually they don't. Not the ones you have during night at least.

I usually remember my dreams pretty clearly, some more than others. Sometimes I can remember two-four dreams from one night. And sometimes I have those kinds that I just want to wake out of, and when I do, and then go back to sleep, the dream comes back. Why does that happen with nightmares, and not with dreams I want to keep on going?

I can have dreams that just make me laugh, some that scare me so much that I don't want to go to bed for several nights in a row afterwords. And the ones that I never want to end, when I'm in those dreams then it feels like I just want to stay there forever, but we all know that's impossible ;) I think we all have different dreams like this.

A couple of weeks ago I had a dream in which I met a guy that I was doing a story on. I was one of those bad reporters that try to find out bad things about famous people( errr, do those reporters have a name? ;) ), however this guy wasn't famous.I remember something about his girlfriend dying in a mysterious way and I was trying to figure out what had happened. So I went behind this guy's back, I became his friend, then girlfriend...and I feel in love with him( haha, does this sound cheesy to you? it does to me :P ), but still I kept writing the story. Until one day when he found out. He was mad, well, who wouldn't be? But then for some weird reason he forgave me and then this dream became one of those that I just couldn't get out of my head for nearly 2 days after. It made me crave for a boyfriend baaaad ;)

Last night I had another nice dream, which I now can't get out of my head. I can't really say what happened in it, but there was something in it that I remember so clearly, I remember the exact feeling, and every time I think about it, I get that feeling again. And again, I'm craving for a boyfriend. It blows, because who knows if I will ever feel that, for real? That exact feeling. Hopefully I will :)

Ok, cheesy post. ;) Funny what dreams can do to you, eh?

So I filled in for mom at school today. And another girl, who's a few years older than me helped out too. Yesterday my mom told me that she would be in a hurry home after class because she has a 6 months old son. So mom told me to be prepared for that, and I was. I was however not prepared when I walked into the classroom this morning, finding her there...with her 6 months old son. 'Great,' I thought, 'now we'll have to teach with a baby crying in the background that she has to take care of all the time.' But that must have been the most quietest boy I've ever met. He was beautiful. When I realized that I thought the day would run smoothly. And it did, we didn't have any problems. But I just think she went a bit far when she started feeding the boy in front of the the kids in the class. And then she did it again. And then she changed the diaper. And then he puked.

First of all, I don't even understand why she wants to work when she's got such a small baby. But if she needs the money, then the least she could have done was to check if someone could have taken care of the baby for the 3 hours she was gone.
I can understand if she couldn't find someone to take care of her baby but then I think she should have called and said that she couldn't come to school instead.

h well, at least I made some money. ;)
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