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There will be no going out tonight. I have been going out like crazy lately and really need to slow down. Plus, there is much homework that has been shoved aside from the week. Booo. It's kind of nice to stay home after so many nights out. I miss my bed!
I've been kind of irritated with myself and my writing lately. I feel like I should be so much better than I am right now for being an English major. UGH. I'm really working on it, but I just want to be one of those people who are amazing at writing and, even when they talk, they sound like poetry. If only.... But nope, I'm an English major who's pretty average at writing. I'm always trying to prove myself that I'm smart enough for my own standards. I usually fall short. haha.
This week I've been trying to forget Monday night. I had a big crush until then. It was all good and fun until something real happened and now I'm not so into him anymore. I just don't want to get into a relationship, and now I'm not sure how to act... Yuck.
Monday did bring one good thing though... I bowled my first strike! OF MY LIFE!
I've been kind of irritated with myself and my writing lately. I feel like I should be so much better than I am right now for being an English major. UGH. I'm really working on it, but I just want to be one of those people who are amazing at writing and, even when they talk, they sound like poetry. If only.... But nope, I'm an English major who's pretty average at writing. I'm always trying to prove myself that I'm smart enough for my own standards. I usually fall short. haha.
This week I've been trying to forget Monday night. I had a big crush until then. It was all good and fun until something real happened and now I'm not so into him anymore. I just don't want to get into a relationship, and now I'm not sure how to act... Yuck.
Monday did bring one good thing though... I bowled my first strike! OF MY LIFE!