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in addition to all of the things said yesterday, i'm also a "self-centered snobby girl."
apparently because i told my mom that i was done looking at christmas clearance at target that meant i was only interested in being patient when looking for things for myself. and then we went to another store and before getting out of the car my mom starts yelling about whenever she wants to look at things, i have no patience and i only seem interested in her buying things for me. because apparently the only reason i do things with her are so she can buy things for me. which is quite interesting. if she really thought that, then she would stop buying things for me. but she doesnt.
and then i got a lecture when i got home about how i didnt buy anything for christmas for my parents. i didnt buy them anything because i just got the lecture on how i spend too much money. so fine. i thought that me coming home for christmas and spending a month here would be good...but no. i got yelled at for not spending money. someone please explain the sense in all of this to me.
on top of all this...we have my dad's sister's family coming here tomorrow. which means my family will put on our happy family act and i'll pretend like i've never touched a cigarette, drank a sip of alcohol, or let a boy touch me. really fucking great.
i really cant wait to spend two more weeks here. really. i'm begging to stay here more. its obvious how much i'm appreciated and thanked for being a decent person. really. i couldnt ask for more.
apparently because i told my mom that i was done looking at christmas clearance at target that meant i was only interested in being patient when looking for things for myself. and then we went to another store and before getting out of the car my mom starts yelling about whenever she wants to look at things, i have no patience and i only seem interested in her buying things for me. because apparently the only reason i do things with her are so she can buy things for me. which is quite interesting. if she really thought that, then she would stop buying things for me. but she doesnt.
and then i got a lecture when i got home about how i didnt buy anything for christmas for my parents. i didnt buy them anything because i just got the lecture on how i spend too much money. so fine. i thought that me coming home for christmas and spending a month here would be good...but no. i got yelled at for not spending money. someone please explain the sense in all of this to me.
on top of all this...we have my dad's sister's family coming here tomorrow. which means my family will put on our happy family act and i'll pretend like i've never touched a cigarette, drank a sip of alcohol, or let a boy touch me. really fucking great.
i really cant wait to spend two more weeks here. really. i'm begging to stay here more. its obvious how much i'm appreciated and thanked for being a decent person. really. i couldnt ask for more.