sunflower seeds

[findthefish]

im not happy right now.

sometimes i am though.

my truck is fixed as of right now. we will see if it lasts.

i need to win the lottery. but i guess that means i need to play it too. fuck that.

i wish i could get motivated enough to go to the gym and shit.

i wish people could just let other people be. my parents need to cool it, they are getting on my nerves.

i am tired of trying. i am tired of caring. i am tired.

caring was secured today because of the rain. its been decided, there is no more caring.

i am a shit bag.

i hate you all.