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It's difficult to believe that this is going to be my final semester of my junior year in college. It feels like i was just that punkass kid in high school waiting to graduate and it seems like less than a year ago. However, the anger has left me, the anger that presumably was against the carelessness of humanity. that will not excuse me of no longer writing bitchy entries...oh yes, there are more to come at some point im sure. Im really happy with my life right now. I look at myself as an accomplished woman. I have completed a great deal of my education at an early age, and managed to not become emersed in great amounts of debt. I somehow managed to capture the heart of someone who loves me inevitably and vice versa. Ive worked out so my ass looks pretty nice too :-) I know what I am capable of, and I know where my limits stand...for instance, i realized the other night that I am allergic to vodka, wtf mate? seriously? for a lot of people, that really sux. but not as much as for me. I love it, but unfortunately it might just kill me one day.
My 21st bday is in one month as of today. I'm pretty excited about it, but i dont know why. For most people its the alcohol..not so much for me, perhaps the fact its my golden birthday. who the hell came up with that anyway? cuz if your bday is on the 1st-12th, that pretty much sux for you. I think i just like the idea of going to a bar to look cool and pretend to be single.
I want this year to be 47380174198710 times better than last year. Even though Alec is not here all the time to snuggle with, I do have Jen. I love Jen. Jen is my hero.
I'm ready to graduate. to complete the essence of education, to escape the grasps of such beurocracy, and declare my pride. Theres enough stupid in the world, and stupid cant be fixed.
My 21st bday is in one month as of today. I'm pretty excited about it, but i dont know why. For most people its the alcohol..not so much for me, perhaps the fact its my golden birthday. who the hell came up with that anyway? cuz if your bday is on the 1st-12th, that pretty much sux for you. I think i just like the idea of going to a bar to look cool and pretend to be single.
I want this year to be 47380174198710 times better than last year. Even though Alec is not here all the time to snuggle with, I do have Jen. I love Jen. Jen is my hero.
I'm ready to graduate. to complete the essence of education, to escape the grasps of such beurocracy, and declare my pride. Theres enough stupid in the world, and stupid cant be fixed.