Just an update to update.
I'm ok.
I just feel a bit trapped and worthless here - I wish I felt more for filled, like all my work is meaning something, like I'm doing well, you know?
My boss emailed me to say I will get paid for the work I did, and to carry on working on other articles I have been assigned, so that's something at least. Went out with Giles and his friends the other night - I know, how shocking! (Although one of his friends invited me, not Giles). That was pretty fun - drank too much and danced til my feet really hurt. Course, I'm living off a pocket of night-out change now til I get paid! Thankfully we have a freezer and cupboards full of the basics, so it's not too bad. Just no treats :(
What else.. um.. I weighed myself this morning (I don't do it often - it can be depressing!) and I am at 139lbs, which is 63kg or 9st 9lb. Which isn't bad at all - considering all I drunk at the weekend and all the junk food I ate.
Other news~ Er.. going home this weekend I think to see my parents and the kitten, which will be really nice and mean I get loads of yummy home-cooked food and don't have to do the washing up! Bwahaha- not that I do it much here. One of my housemates is much cleaner than me, and while I prefer to do the washing up before bed after having things soaked, she will do it right after a meal, so it's usually all done by the time I get there, which is making me feel a little guilty, to be honest.
Anyway, Rebecca out!
I just feel a bit trapped and worthless here - I wish I felt more for filled, like all my work is meaning something, like I'm doing well, you know?
My boss emailed me to say I will get paid for the work I did, and to carry on working on other articles I have been assigned, so that's something at least. Went out with Giles and his friends the other night - I know, how shocking! (Although one of his friends invited me, not Giles). That was pretty fun - drank too much and danced til my feet really hurt. Course, I'm living off a pocket of night-out change now til I get paid! Thankfully we have a freezer and cupboards full of the basics, so it's not too bad. Just no treats :(
What else.. um.. I weighed myself this morning (I don't do it often - it can be depressing!) and I am at 139lbs, which is 63kg or 9st 9lb. Which isn't bad at all - considering all I drunk at the weekend and all the junk food I ate.
Other news~ Er.. going home this weekend I think to see my parents and the kitten, which will be really nice and mean I get loads of yummy home-cooked food and don't have to do the washing up! Bwahaha- not that I do it much here. One of my housemates is much cleaner than me, and while I prefer to do the washing up before bed after having things soaked, she will do it right after a meal, so it's usually all done by the time I get there, which is making me feel a little guilty, to be honest.
Anyway, Rebecca out!