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i've been very irresponsible this summer. i'm not really working, which means that i'm scraping by to pay rent. i have just enough money in my account to pay rent next month and that's it. i'm behind academically and i have no food in my cabinets, but this has been one of the best summers to date. it's surprisingly nice to not have to plan out each step of my life in accordance to how it will affect my future. or maybe i should rephrase that; it's surprisingly nice to not want to live my life planned. i'm sure people are currently disgusted with my lifestyle, but i could care less. i am very grateful to spend each day surrounded by the people i love. people that make me feel like the only thing that is important is the moment we are living in.