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wow. so at this moment, i feel so out of it and tired. im not gonna go into the whole day ... maybe i will some other time, idk.
its like. i guess : spanish was .. drawn out again .. more nemo was fun. band put me in an apathetic, melancholy i guess mood because .. just the whole mood of the room and attitudes of people.. and everything i could get into. eh. but im not feeling like it... lunch. i was .. quiet ish.. and some things sort of bothered me.. though i shouldnt let them. i dont know. chemistry was boring too, though im glad we didnt have to take a quiz. eh. well i mean there were a few laughs. small ones
civics we had our test. which .. eh confused me a lot. i hope i did well. after i was done i was soo ready to leave though. arr . and then after school i chilled at the band room and forgot my mom was with my grandmother to pick me up ... soo ahhh. oops. and i feel bad because i wasnt in a great mood talking to her .. kind of monotone. and she worrys about everything... so i probably upset her. :-\
then i went to buy black pens at office depot. because.. well i have to have black pens.. not even kidding... though they didnt have my favorite kind.. but hey at that point i wasnt too disappointed.. once again sort of numb. ...ehh and then to the hospital. which.. idk i delivered like one flower and then went with molly up to 5th floor surgery. looked at some magazines. it was one of those days.. dont feel like doing anything really.. though the spanish channel was on in the waiting room and it was fun watchin that and picking up on a few words and phrases here and there.. and these mexicans were laughin at me & i was messing with them with what words i knew. lol i guess you had to be there , but that all really made me laugh and was the highlight of my day. and the dinner there too with everybody- so many different people and personalities. it is really cool
and then on home. some hw and tv.. yea not too much really. im way too lazy to change the colors or revise anything or w/e. this is it - im out guys
the sound of crashing waves like a steady beating heart