damned if you do, damned if you dont...
well today sucked, I am perpetually put in a damned if you do, damned if you dont situation. i hate it!! on the other hand tho before i get into tooo much detail about todays disapointments, i got a good compliment today. i was happy thats bout that. and this weekend im looking forward too im going to URI to visit Jenny Penny and see yellowcard, something corporate, and less then jake at the same time woooo this should be fun, and interesting ::wink wink:: and i was pretty excited when i tryed on my summer clothes they fit whew.. thank god they did is all i have to say.. if they didnt i dont even wanna think of what would have happened, juse not good *point blank!* well right now i have a horrible stomach ache, i could puke (but just cant..u know the bit)...i think i jsut stuffed like 300 calories into my mouth out of sheer hunger, not cool.. actually very not cool.. but tomorrow is another day, another day to start the new goals and plans for myself. no use beating yourself up about things you cant fix or change..well work comes pretty fuckin early i guess sleep is necessary for me to function correctly in the AM.
xoxo *i just wanna scream untill someone hears me....*
