my cell has been off for days...
the past few days have been without any connection to electronics besides a tv... at first it was a little scary... but after the second day it was actually quite liberating... now i decided that i should reconnect just to check that everything still exsists, it has been 4 days,... to not have to check my phone every couple hours, no messages, no im's, no chit chat, no long awkward conversations that I do not want to have anytime soon... I wish that I could just drive some where and relax, escape all the pressures and responsibilities,... i just don't want to be held accountable for my actions. I don't feel like I have to be. It is my choice... for once I feel like I am living life for me again. I don't feel dependent or weak or flailing... I am my own person, my own entity,... I am Jamie. No other title neccassary.