so christmas is over.
it felt like it didn't really happen. It just felt like another day where i just happened to get together with family and such. I really missed evan these past couple of days. I didn't realize that i was upset at him for leaving me on christmas until today. I'm not angry. just a little disapointed that he went away. christmas just wasn't the same this year without him. 2 christmases together and 1 in different places in florida. whatever. i need to stop pouting. he's coming back tomorrow night. and i close tomorrow night and he works tues morning so i won't see him really until tues. fuck. woe is me...