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There's this guy (who says he's straight) who's had a thing for me since like last february. We hung out on sunday, and I'm a little attracted to him. I told him that. He was excited. He's in VA this weekend I think, so we can't hang out or anything. But I'm not really sure what's gonna go on. He's like über closeted - not that he's eww gay, fags - but like he's always saying "I'm straight." "I'm the straight guy representative of the GSA" "Do I hafta wear rainbows to be part of this?" It makes him sound insecure, and I told him that. he agrees. he says he's gonna try and be himself. It sounds a little like a children's book.
The problems with this relationship are that I think he's just a horny teenager looking for sex and that I can't talk to people I know about it...although it has been a kind've fantasy type thing to have a secret relationship with a closeted guy. I'm weird. I think he's just bi to a degree. He tells me he's straight and that sometimes he'll just be attracted to certain guys. I'm taking this as he's simply bi.
I think I jumped a lot in this entry. I cannot organize my thoughts. I don't know if a relationship with him is a wise choice.
The problems with this relationship are that I think he's just a horny teenager looking for sex and that I can't talk to people I know about it...although it has been a kind've fantasy type thing to have a secret relationship with a closeted guy. I'm weird. I think he's just bi to a degree. He tells me he's straight and that sometimes he'll just be attracted to certain guys. I'm taking this as he's simply bi.
I think I jumped a lot in this entry. I cannot organize my thoughts. I don't know if a relationship with him is a wise choice.