Finding more
Hey. It's been a long time since my last entry, but with no internet connection it makes that a bit impossible. Anyway, it's quite a new year. I turned 20 a couple weeks ago on July 22nd. It seems so weird to be so old now when you look back upon your childhood and all you've been through by this age and time. In retrospect I feel like I've earned the digits of twenty branded upon me, but at the same time it feels new and almost odd. IT's almost as if the day I turned I had to start to behave in a certain mannor and if I wasn't I felt I was being childish. Then I realized that you can't be held back or forced to act a certain way by your age or by a couple of digits that mean didally-shit. So now I'm just trying to live it up for you only live once and I can't let being scared keep me from goals or happiness.
Speaking of happiness, this month was also a breaking point in my relationship mania I had going for a couple years. Until a couple weeks ago I never got beyond a couple months to about four months in a relationship, but now I have accomplished the one year relationship and I am still yearning for more. AMAZING!! I love him so much and with it I feel old considering marriage and kids and college and jobs and now being 20.. wowza.. It's crazy, but I love this new stage. It's the new me.. I'm finding more about myself everyday.. and expecting now to teach english for a living I'm taking pride in my reading more and daily work at improving my english skills. It will take time, but I'm going to do it and accomplish this goal for once. Well I can't believe I'm writing at 4 am so I'm only going to say a bit more...
NEW AParTMENT!! AHHH. Freakin' awesome isn't it? Rachel Sting and I moved in the 2nd of August and we've had a blast since playing Barbie Prom Date and DreamPhone and all the cool games we brought along with us. Tonight was the greatest. I got to meet her friend Mary again and was able to become much more aquainted and met for the first time her roomie Jessica. They were all a blast and we hit it off great. I have not laughed as much as we did in a looooooooooooong time.. I absolutly loved it. We have plans for D-town and Canada this weekend already. Heck YEah. Oh and guess what.. Zack comes up in 9 days to stay with me alllll year!! I can't believe it. My dream come true.. not having to drive home everyweekened and having him here near me for laughs and love whenever I need. It's such a new year and a new beginning.. Hope to hear from my friendss... and I can't wait to see my chica's back to CMU!!! Night.
Speaking of happiness, this month was also a breaking point in my relationship mania I had going for a couple years. Until a couple weeks ago I never got beyond a couple months to about four months in a relationship, but now I have accomplished the one year relationship and I am still yearning for more. AMAZING!! I love him so much and with it I feel old considering marriage and kids and college and jobs and now being 20.. wowza.. It's crazy, but I love this new stage. It's the new me.. I'm finding more about myself everyday.. and expecting now to teach english for a living I'm taking pride in my reading more and daily work at improving my english skills. It will take time, but I'm going to do it and accomplish this goal for once. Well I can't believe I'm writing at 4 am so I'm only going to say a bit more...
NEW AParTMENT!! AHHH. Freakin' awesome isn't it? Rachel Sting and I moved in the 2nd of August and we've had a blast since playing Barbie Prom Date and DreamPhone and all the cool games we brought along with us. Tonight was the greatest. I got to meet her friend Mary again and was able to become much more aquainted and met for the first time her roomie Jessica. They were all a blast and we hit it off great. I have not laughed as much as we did in a looooooooooooong time.. I absolutly loved it. We have plans for D-town and Canada this weekend already. Heck YEah. Oh and guess what.. Zack comes up in 9 days to stay with me alllll year!! I can't believe it. My dream come true.. not having to drive home everyweekened and having him here near me for laughs and love whenever I need. It's such a new year and a new beginning.. Hope to hear from my friendss... and I can't wait to see my chica's back to CMU!!! Night.