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i havent written in a while.
surprisingly, a lot has happened.
anyhow...i really miss Belinda. i really love Taylor, and i cant wait until i can start hanging out at her house again. i reeallyyy love her house. and we can be drunk all the time. i started hanging out with Andrew again. umm..i thought we were just going to be friends..and i kind of wish that was true. having a 22 year old friend cant hurt. i want tim. and i like dylan. and i miss steven a little. and i like doug. and i dont even know whats happening with james.
i got a new job, so im quitting the orthodontist, which is cool.
im still on JIPS.
i saw Lia the other day..and i really miss her too. although she makes me feel kind of shitty about myself.
i got a personal trainer. i hope to be hot one day.
as hot as Taylor. i hope.
The other day Taylor and Andy were over. i like him. we made my mean old hag of a cat fight the dog, it was really funny. i can be a really funny person sometimes.
im always busy busy busy. i wish i worked less, got paid more, and was skinnier.
my mom hardly believes im not pregnant. i practically had to spew blood at her.
on the other hand...i love drinking :)
life is good....it will be even better when im off JIPS..whenever that may be.
Taylor and i are going to the Coachella Music Festival.
umm..yeah. goodnight.
surprisingly, a lot has happened.
anyhow...i really miss Belinda. i really love Taylor, and i cant wait until i can start hanging out at her house again. i reeallyyy love her house. and we can be drunk all the time. i started hanging out with Andrew again. umm..i thought we were just going to be friends..and i kind of wish that was true. having a 22 year old friend cant hurt. i want tim. and i like dylan. and i miss steven a little. and i like doug. and i dont even know whats happening with james.
i got a new job, so im quitting the orthodontist, which is cool.
im still on JIPS.
i saw Lia the other day..and i really miss her too. although she makes me feel kind of shitty about myself.
i got a personal trainer. i hope to be hot one day.
as hot as Taylor. i hope.
The other day Taylor and Andy were over. i like him. we made my mean old hag of a cat fight the dog, it was really funny. i can be a really funny person sometimes.
im always busy busy busy. i wish i worked less, got paid more, and was skinnier.
my mom hardly believes im not pregnant. i practically had to spew blood at her.
on the other hand...i love drinking :)
life is good....it will be even better when im off JIPS..whenever that may be.
Taylor and i are going to the Coachella Music Festival.
umm..yeah. goodnight.