a long time coming
I have not updated in what seems like forever.
Suprisingly a lot has happenend of late.
For starters I dyed my hair, hence the new pic. I also repierced my tongue and on Thursday my bro and I will finally be getting our tattoos, thanks to Dar for getting us the correct spelling!
I have worked a lot these past few weeks and doing so I realized that I really like working at the South Windsor CVS. I wake up to go to work and I don't hate my life like I do when I wake up to go to the Hamden store. This made me decide that I probably will not be returning to the Hamden store, I have yet to break the news to them. I think I may try to get an internship next year or something of the sort, perhaps at ESPN.
I have been stressing out a lot lately about people, like Larsen and Justin. Justin came over a few weeks ago for the day, it was really fun. He thought I was in a bad mood, which I wasn't...really. I mean, I was sad he could only stay for the day, but I thought he we had fun. At one point he was like, "well I really have a lot of school work to do so if I couldnt get a hair appointment here today I probably wouldn't have come" and I was like "oh...ok". I mean, I understand that he is really busy, he has been really stressed out, but that kind of hurt my feelings, even though I know he didn't mean to.
As far as Larsen is concerned. Well, he was telling me about all these girls he has been hooking up with and it made me a little sad, so I told him we probably shoulnd't hook up anymore. Like, I would rather just be good friends with him instead of fuck buddies. He was just like "wow, you really sprung this on me, I dont know what to say" and he hasn't spoken to me since.
It makes me really sad because I thought he was one of my good friends, and I told him from the beginning I dont like being a booty call and he promised me I wasn't. Plus, he told me that he was trying to change and stuff like that..and I believed him. Everyone told me that he would just drop me as soon as we stopped hooking up, but I didn't believe them. I thought he was better then that, but apparently he isn't. That is not cool man.
I also realized how much I miss my friends the other day. I was driving around with Ryan and we were speeding going up the on ramp and it was just really fun, hanging out driving fast and being dumb. I was genuinely happy which was nice.
I've also been hanging out with Justin T. and making random trips to the Diner and stuff, which is also really fun.
Kaitlin and I have hung out too which is fantastic because I love her a lot. I wish we hung out more. We have been getting into playing bored games and things like scategories which is my favorite game ever right now. It's really fun just chilling with these people, I never realized how much I missed them during the school year.
I also miss my QU friends though. I miss the radio station, I miss the people, I even miss walking around campus. Next year should be a lot of fun.
I love my friends from school too, even though they are totally different from my friends here. Like, at school all we do is like get high and watch tv...but its cool. I like the stoner environment. And I also like that I can leave it when I have to. Speaking of high adventures, I was retarded off my ass the other night, wandered back to my apartment for something and thought I saw a cat outside. I walked up the stairs and what is sitting there on the ground right next to me...not a cat, A SKUNK! what the hell man?!?! I freaked out because it was totally about to spray me, but in the end it just ran away and I ran inside. It was almost quite tragic though.
Eric is another one that I have been hanging out with. He is a great guy, really genuine and just fun. He is very easy to open up to and stuff. Hopefully we will be taking a road trip to Chicago to see one of his friends. We should also be going to see BOC at the casino with Justin which will be fun.
In other news, my apartment was broken into again. The tape was ripped off the window which is how I know somebody came in. I know it was the boys next door because their father has told us that they know how to get in the bathroom window. Plus nothing was taken...they are basicaly coming in to party. When I called seramonte to get the locks fixed they told me that the weekend is for emergencies only....ummm...SOMEBODY IS BREAKING INTO MY APARTMENT THAT IS AN EMERGENCY! Dani called back and yelled at them so they sent somebody over to put wood blocks in the window, that was over a week ago. They still haven't fixed the lock.
What other news...
I am bad at managing finances, and I need to get better at it
I love my dog she is a cutey and an old fart
I went to the beach the other day and the ocean claimed four out of my seven piercings...not good.
Madison, Dani's dog, humped my leg
I will be 21 in a week
I like the show Psych, a lot
I dont know I am sure I have more to talk about but I am growing weary at the moment.
I will try to update more often...maybe
Suprisingly a lot has happenend of late.
For starters I dyed my hair, hence the new pic. I also repierced my tongue and on Thursday my bro and I will finally be getting our tattoos, thanks to Dar for getting us the correct spelling!
I have worked a lot these past few weeks and doing so I realized that I really like working at the South Windsor CVS. I wake up to go to work and I don't hate my life like I do when I wake up to go to the Hamden store. This made me decide that I probably will not be returning to the Hamden store, I have yet to break the news to them. I think I may try to get an internship next year or something of the sort, perhaps at ESPN.
I have been stressing out a lot lately about people, like Larsen and Justin. Justin came over a few weeks ago for the day, it was really fun. He thought I was in a bad mood, which I wasn't...really. I mean, I was sad he could only stay for the day, but I thought he we had fun. At one point he was like, "well I really have a lot of school work to do so if I couldnt get a hair appointment here today I probably wouldn't have come" and I was like "oh...ok". I mean, I understand that he is really busy, he has been really stressed out, but that kind of hurt my feelings, even though I know he didn't mean to.
As far as Larsen is concerned. Well, he was telling me about all these girls he has been hooking up with and it made me a little sad, so I told him we probably shoulnd't hook up anymore. Like, I would rather just be good friends with him instead of fuck buddies. He was just like "wow, you really sprung this on me, I dont know what to say" and he hasn't spoken to me since.
It makes me really sad because I thought he was one of my good friends, and I told him from the beginning I dont like being a booty call and he promised me I wasn't. Plus, he told me that he was trying to change and stuff like that..and I believed him. Everyone told me that he would just drop me as soon as we stopped hooking up, but I didn't believe them. I thought he was better then that, but apparently he isn't. That is not cool man.
I also realized how much I miss my friends the other day. I was driving around with Ryan and we were speeding going up the on ramp and it was just really fun, hanging out driving fast and being dumb. I was genuinely happy which was nice.
I've also been hanging out with Justin T. and making random trips to the Diner and stuff, which is also really fun.
Kaitlin and I have hung out too which is fantastic because I love her a lot. I wish we hung out more. We have been getting into playing bored games and things like scategories which is my favorite game ever right now. It's really fun just chilling with these people, I never realized how much I missed them during the school year.
I also miss my QU friends though. I miss the radio station, I miss the people, I even miss walking around campus. Next year should be a lot of fun.
I love my friends from school too, even though they are totally different from my friends here. Like, at school all we do is like get high and watch tv...but its cool. I like the stoner environment. And I also like that I can leave it when I have to. Speaking of high adventures, I was retarded off my ass the other night, wandered back to my apartment for something and thought I saw a cat outside. I walked up the stairs and what is sitting there on the ground right next to me...not a cat, A SKUNK! what the hell man?!?! I freaked out because it was totally about to spray me, but in the end it just ran away and I ran inside. It was almost quite tragic though.
Eric is another one that I have been hanging out with. He is a great guy, really genuine and just fun. He is very easy to open up to and stuff. Hopefully we will be taking a road trip to Chicago to see one of his friends. We should also be going to see BOC at the casino with Justin which will be fun.
In other news, my apartment was broken into again. The tape was ripped off the window which is how I know somebody came in. I know it was the boys next door because their father has told us that they know how to get in the bathroom window. Plus nothing was taken...they are basicaly coming in to party. When I called seramonte to get the locks fixed they told me that the weekend is for emergencies only....ummm...SOMEBODY IS BREAKING INTO MY APARTMENT THAT IS AN EMERGENCY! Dani called back and yelled at them so they sent somebody over to put wood blocks in the window, that was over a week ago. They still haven't fixed the lock.
What other news...
I am bad at managing finances, and I need to get better at it
I love my dog she is a cutey and an old fart
I went to the beach the other day and the ocean claimed four out of my seven piercings...not good.
Madison, Dani's dog, humped my leg
I will be 21 in a week
I like the show Psych, a lot
I dont know I am sure I have more to talk about but I am growing weary at the moment.
I will try to update more often...maybe