Feb 10, 2008 20:53
Hmm... Today my mom and I went to a dermatologist. I'm going to undergo a facial treatment. I'm going to be SOOOOOO much uglier during the first stage (treatment period) as all of my acne will totally be coming out, as explained by the dermatologist. *sigh* The price I have to pay for beauty.
So. Why am I doing this?
Hmm... well, for a new change? And, it's Drei's sister's (Ate Louie) wedding in April 2. Of course I have to prepare for it right? xD
And this just has to be the first step only. I'm not getting any younger (although I still look like a high schooler). I have thousands of dreams and plans in my life. I know it's impossible for all of that to come true, but hell, it's better for a handful of them to come true, than nothing at all. It's better to be a dreamer and have a positive outlook in life, than to be nothing at all. It's time for me to hold LIFE by the neck and start playing it my way.
HELL YEAH.
Remember Roxy, all it takes is self-discipline. You wanna change for the better? Take the first step and just hold on. You know, I may be abusing you - mentally, spiritually, financially, physically - but I do love you. If you'll just look there, in that deepest darkest corner of my heart.
hell yeah