To you whom it may one day concern
Sir,
I've only just met you, but there is a strength in your presence. Though we only sat as friends, all i could wonder is what it would feel like to feel your hands in my hair, pulling it my face to your chest only to have you lean to me and bite deeply into my neck. (edit mon April 25... wooooWWWWy! ::shivers and tingles STILL tues at 3am woof...more than i EVER expected.:: ::sighs:: did you somehow read this before saying goodnight to me tonight???????????)
I am a bit frightened by these feelings thinking perhaps that I am becoming lost in the romance of what it is that i seek. ::sigh:: I saw you come through the crowd and at once thought wow. WOW, then you smiled Sir, i so wanted to just look up into your eyes and fall to my knees, but it is not time for you to know these things. It surely is too soon for such chatter so here i will keep this diary of my feelings until it is appropriate to share them with you.
already i have searched for a name befitting your household and i dont know why i have done it...perhaps i feel that all would benefit. I feel i have so much to offer your household. i find myself curious, i know nothing of what you actually expect from a submissive in the form of protocol...but i cannot assuage the curriosity in my belly. Grrrr...
it is late, i've just come home from Jordan's and a fun night of play, wish you had been there Sir. I must be getting to bed so that I may rise and shine early in the day.. bleh
respectfully Sir,
searching
I've only just met you, but there is a strength in your presence. Though we only sat as friends, all i could wonder is what it would feel like to feel your hands in my hair, pulling it my face to your chest only to have you lean to me and bite deeply into my neck. (edit mon April 25... wooooWWWWy! ::shivers and tingles STILL tues at 3am woof...more than i EVER expected.:: ::sighs:: did you somehow read this before saying goodnight to me tonight???????????)
I am a bit frightened by these feelings thinking perhaps that I am becoming lost in the romance of what it is that i seek. ::sigh:: I saw you come through the crowd and at once thought wow. WOW, then you smiled Sir, i so wanted to just look up into your eyes and fall to my knees, but it is not time for you to know these things. It surely is too soon for such chatter so here i will keep this diary of my feelings until it is appropriate to share them with you.
already i have searched for a name befitting your household and i dont know why i have done it...perhaps i feel that all would benefit. I feel i have so much to offer your household. i find myself curious, i know nothing of what you actually expect from a submissive in the form of protocol...but i cannot assuage the curriosity in my belly. Grrrr...
it is late, i've just come home from Jordan's and a fun night of play, wish you had been there Sir. I must be getting to bed so that I may rise and shine early in the day.. bleh
respectfully Sir,
searching