Apr 30, 2007 15:43
I've been falling in and out of the nastiest moods.
It must be the change in things.
The "out with the old, in with the new".
The spring cleaning.
It makes me vindictive.
There's a shuffle and a long silence and then all of a sudden my life has a NEW LOOK!.
Thank god for Alex.
In the face of all this reconstruction,
in the face of a suddenly tentative outlook,
in the face of feeling things that I don't want to feel,
I have at least one constant.
I wish I could describe all of the good parts.
There is something so perfect, so solid about it.
Everything is something that I didn't know I was looking for.