Aug 15, 2005 09:51
Uhg. Sometimes I wonder why I drink. Friday was a nightmare. It started out okay, and then went to shit. We went to Wayne's for Eulogy's show and LeRae decided I was her drinking buddy for the night. Yeah right? free drinks! No. This was a way bad decision and I wish I could take it back. I had 3 beers 2 jager bombs and a porn star. Now reminder it takes me 3 beers to be on my lips. So I was way beyond drunk by the time Rudy said it was time to go home. The rest is foggy. This is what I do remember. Arguing about my pool cue and bringing it home. fighting in the street. Handful of Rudy's hair in my hands, laying in the street. The cops showing up. The cops asking for ID. Rudy saying that he's going to jail. The cops going away. Rudy mad at me, not going to jail. Walking home. Rudy not there, me drunk dialing his mom. Him showing up. Picking me up taking me to bed. Sex, while crying and apologizing, for being a drunk. I apparently agreed to marry him that night as well? It was a horrible night, I wish I would not have drank as much. Rudy is so great for sticking it out with me. I was horrible and apparently got mad at him and started to fight. I don't remember it all. I am promising myself never to drink that much again. never. I made an ass out of myself and could have gotten Rudy in trouble. I was selfish and that's not right.
Saturday we had to be up and at Karie's house at 9 to go wake boarding. I was slightly hung over and sore from fighting. I was really really dehydrated though. We got on the lake at about 10 and didn't get off until 8. I almost got up on my first try at wake boarding then the next three times got gradually worse. If I go out again I will for sure make it up. Rudy was up and doing well on his second attempt up. He went out and did really well. He fell pretty bad a couple of times. While on the lake Rudy ran into his sister and other people that he know's. I can't take him anywhere without him knowing somebody. WTF? I had a great time. We got into bed at 9:30 that night. It was a long day. I'm glad my hangover didn't stick around too long.
Sunday we got up and going at 8 in the morning. Made some biscuits and gravy took the dog to the park and headed back home. Picked up Chris and Matt at 12 and got up to the Tattoo Expo by 1:30. We wondered around looking at art then headed over to Bamboo Garden for some grub. Matt and Chris had never been and they enjoyed it. I wish I would have remembered that Chris is highly allergic to peppers and curry. I would have let the waiter know. Luckily she was able to eat around the peppers. We walked back over to the pavilion and I ran into Dejha from the 206. It was nice running into somebody that I knew for a change. Sometimes I feel like I don't know enough people. And that makes me feel like people don't like me but, I know that's not the case. All the tattoo's made me want one even more! Anyways, Rudy and I were both pooped by 5 so we headed home. I let the dog out then we had to head up to his cousins to visit for a bit. We didn't get home till 9ish. I started the third Harry Potter book and was sleeping by 10.
This morning I am so tired. I road my bike into work and have a huge bruise on my arm from Friday night. My legs and chest are sun burnt pretty bad too. I also woke up to another fucking cold sore. It must have been the sun exposure that did it too me. I think I'm going to call up the doctor and see about that pill somebody told me about. Today we should hear back about the house. Tonight after I work out I ain't doin shit.
oh yeah, stepped on the scale today, weighed in a 99 pounds. Another 4 pounds to go and I will be at my goal weight.
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